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I wrote: Waking up

I woke up, this first morning without you in the house, no footsteps. No coffee and musli waiting for me. I felt lonely, and desperate. I must take distance, but I don't know how. Walking on the street, I feel like a poor man deserted by his wife and broke. I gave you my name and you mocked at it. I am a poor man. And sad. Why did you leave me? What did I do wrong? Why did you have to break our dream? Our love?

I hear the crying of a baby in the street. Why did you have to kill our child? In a month's time everything we cared for has been destroyed. What is the logic behind this? We lived a dream and woke in a trauma. What will be our life after this?

This is the most cruel thing you could have done. You did it. Why did you suddenly change your feelings towards me? Why did you destroy our love, my life? For you it may be sad, to me it is unfair.


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