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She wrote: Moved

..., I'm feeling lonely without you. You called me this morning, it was wonderful to hear you. I cannot believe the state I am in now. Truly, it never happened to me in my life, this way. I'm astounded, I'm deeply moved. You turned me upside down. I suddenly feel a new maturity ... one I've never felt before, the one you probably have when you are in love. My body is quiet, at rest. And my mind is so turned up. I've got the "stage fright". My life is switching for good. I waited that time for so long, it seems unimaginable. I've got butterflies in my whole body, shivering like the leaves blown by the wind. You are the sunshine of my heart, the gentleness of love, the wildness of love, the precious one that I want to cherish. I am very impatient to get to know you now. I can't wait to be all over and done with my "social business" I'll have to face those coming weeks. I'll probably need your help. I can't wait to be in our "love nest". I guess that in the first months I'll have to do a couple of returns to Paris as far as that "social business" is concerned. It really is a drag, but I have to do it to feel comfortable and this has to be done the most efficient way.

..., you're the first man for which I have such feelings: this strong feeling that makes you desire a sharing of life in love. Love is for us. I can't wait to be with you, at ease, calm and happy. I can't wait to be close to your body, to your mind.


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