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I wrote: Abortion
The baby is being aborted now.
I am struggling between my desire to
love you and my impulse to kill you, to hate you.
If I make life difficult for you,
you will disappear forever.
If I am
sweet
to you, you will tolerate me and maybe use me.
Was I no more than a vehicle for your fantasies?
After all what has happened these last weeks, I tend to reduce
our story to a simple story of sex,
embellished with a marriage fantasy to kill the
time inbetween making love.
I will miss your body very much.
Never have I kissed such a perfect sex.
The moistening, the smell, your taste
will remain in my mind.
The pleasure of touching you.
A lovely story, indeed.
I have seen two women coming out.
Totally desperate.
A sad look in their eyes.
An abortion is not a trivial thing.
What are you going to do with your life?
And I, what am I going to do with my life now?
Going back to Paris might well mean that you take
up your life with your bad genius again.
Anyway, I will be lonely.
Or maybe I will meet somebody really lovely and tender
this time.
You were never tender.
Go back to childhood, playing an independent woman now.
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five
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seven
eight
nine
ten
afterthoughts
resources
(C) Æliens
2005
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