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I wrote: We should have

We wanted everything to be perfect. Everything seemed to be perfect, upto and including the wedding. Looking at it now, the wedding was fake, a circus. We should have: You just told me your ex-lover designed the dress, and bought the shoes. You should have: On the other hand, I should have: We got married because we wanted to. To prove eachother that we loved eachother. But above all, to prove to ourselves that we could get married. We both tried desperately to be normal. For you it was the realization of what you had wanted to do twice before. For me, it was a completely new idea, based on some image of man and wife, as in the movies. It didn't work because: and we were too busy with sex. We should have talked what it is to live a life together, instead. Also, we did want to have a child. But the child has been killed. It was a premature decision.
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