keyword(s): note-06-07-25 -- record -- cycle theme(s) -- issue(s)
6/7.... another day, watching a movie, dream(s), and made another drawing, after the birthday party, in doubt whether to label it children - face reality, or children -- party fun, I chose for the latter in order not to be ironic, and I also did not substitute children for energy, because to me that sounds to positive, or naive, if you wish, even though it certainly has some truth in it, all in all I find life a bit tiresome, but I put my self to the challenge, by writing, drawing, going along with the demands of daily life, and I at least make an attempt to give some flavor of creativity or spontaneity to it, even though it takes an effort, not only to do it, but also to believe in it .., the best strategy in such circumstances is, I think, not to set my expectations too high, nor try at all costs to avoid doing these things, celebrating my solitude in a way that would in the end be purely destructive, so in other words, just go with the flow, well you know ...